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I want things to get better soon =/ I haven't watched this movie yet, but if I'm lucky, I will do it tomorrow with a good Latvian company. Friday was kind of a disaster. I had classes, and then I came back home kind of looking forward for something that didn't really happen. I wasted my time on the computer until it was time to see Rauf. I took a bottle of wine from my fridge, and I even saw Sergey on the subway. I avoided him, but obviously he was going to Rauf's too. We got there and started drinking wine while waiting for Rauf to get ready. Sergey's friend arrived, and he happened to be the person I was going to meet earlier. Lucky me? Not really. We left really late, pissing the hell out of Oli, and as a result we could not get into the Wrong Bar. I tried to guess where SpeakEasy was, but I failed - that caused us to finish the night at Woodies. I saw Chad and Ageu there, and the night wasn't totally lame (although still quite bad). I got home around 3am and after that it's the same old story.

Saturday could be seen as a good day through other lenses, but mine are ill. I did nothing until Peter told me he was at Madison Pub. I went there and found him and all those people from his residence. I didn't feel too much left out because this gorgeous guy from the Basque country was talking to me all the time. They were thinking about going to an expensive nightclub at the entertainment district, so I shot in the dark with Gorka and ended up by myself at home. After some unsuccessful text messages, I was sleeping soundly.

I woke up feeling awful on Sunday. I didn't sleep well, and I felt like I was going to end up in a hospital with such painful chest burns and stomach reflux. I considered asking for many people's help, but didn't really feel comfortable calling anyone. When Patrick got home, he helped me by calling his mom (a nurse) and getting me some stuff to make me feel better. Things eased a little later on, and that's when Zulema and Valentyn arrived. We watched an episode of Skins (they're back =D) and then Valik dropped us off at our Sunday's meditation gig. Zulema and I canalized our good energy into emotional healing then, and although a small detail made me feel sick again, I'm glad I went with her. Once we parted and left, I came home to watch another episode of Skins and go to bed.

Monday I wanted to take Peter to the airport to say my last goodbye to him, but when I got to his residence he told me that there was no space in the car... I tried not to get too mad, especially because I'm not going to see him again for a long time. After he left, I came back home and had dinner with Patrick. I had to go cash some money after that, so when I got home again it was late enough to go to bed.

My negative aura was quite obvious on Tuesday. My friend Minoo was surprised at how different I was =/ I tried to cheer up, but the events of the day didn't help much. After my INT4 lab, I took the TTC to Union station and I had to wait for Rauf there since he couldn't wait for me. We met Dima at the bus stop, and then we went to Windmill to talk about getting a co-op unit in the St Lawrence Market area. The girl who introduced us to the community was really nice, but Rauf is not very confident about this option. We went to the last 20min of Express, and they were watching a nice Thai movie that glitched at the very end, disappointing everyone. The meeting finished, and we went to Harveys for me and Rauf to eat something. We ended up staying there for the regular after-meeting, and from there each of us went home.

Yesterday I had my morning classes, and in the afternoon I worked on some of my projects for this semester. No change in my mood. I got home around 4pm and started wasting my time on the net again. When Patrick arrived, he invited me to go eat sushi with his cousin Lauren. I decided to go, and we had a good time at a pretty good restaurant. We went to Shoppers afterward, and then came back. The paragraphs are getting smaller, oh noes =[

This Thursday I thought I'd be late for class, but I was just in time. I worked on my labs and exercises, and found out that the strike won't happen (good). I also found out that my INT4 professor is sick (bad), so I didn't have my later class. I texted Valik, and after a while he was picking me up at Seneca. We went to an Eastern European restaurant, but I wasn't very lucky at choosing what to eat. There were so many onions in my dish that I couldn't even pretend I liked it. I took it with me to give it to Patrick, and then we went to Second Cup for me to have a cheesecake. I wanted to watch a movie after that, but Valentyn had something else in mind, and this time he won. After an awkward breakdown, I was getting off at Finch station to come back home. Now I want to find something to give me a reason to cheer myself up =/ I hope this will all make sense when I re-read it. If not, too bad.

SeeYa,
Feliploko. пока.