Ceturtdiena

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Bleg pizdec. Some days I just feel like lying down somewhere and not thinking about anything. I can't help but to feel helpless when the world spins too fast.

My Tuesday was busy as usual. After classes I went straight to Express, and from there I had to leave early to go for an appointment at the 519 that was supposed to be some help with my taxes. Everything went fine in the beginning, but when I tried to explain my income and expenses, they turned their back on me saying I was not eligible for the services. Just one more reason to dislike that place... I tried to not think about it afterwards, but it was quite hard. I walked home and stopped at Shopper's to buy fruits (lol) and chips. On my way I bumped into Pei in her roller skates going to see her pseudo-girlfriend. After hanging out a little bit in my neighbourhood, I came home and turned on my computer to check some stuff and send some emails. I started smelling something burning, and I realized way too late that there was a candle just behind my computer -.- It melted a little portion of my laptop's lid. That destroyed my mood for the rest of the night, so I went to bed.

Wednesday I had my two classes as usual, then I waited a little bit at the college to talk to Sarah from the International Student Centre. She gave me brochures of companies that provide medical coverage for recent graduates, and she clarified for me the issue with work permits taking some time to be approved. Then I came home to eat something and wait for good news to come. Good news came, and I enjoyed the feeling the whole afternoon. I dare to say this is something that I never experienced before. It's so intense that I get scared sometimes and feel like my buttons are being pressed. But I try not to think too much about it. I ate at the Magic Oven since Live was too crowded, which ruined my plans of eating there. After a very good pizza with pesto (but without Pesto =[), I took the subway to the Scotiabank Theatre to watch Alice. Oh my! How I love Helena in this movie! Anne was good too, and a laughed every time she appeared. It was raining when I left the cinema, so I took the streetcar to the subway. Once I was home, it was already bed time =]

Today (and I am finally posting on the right day =P) I woke up around 9am to get ready to see Suhail. He offered to help me with my taxes, since I wasn't having any luck anywhere else. We finished everything really quick (<3 Susy) and I even joined SOY's fundraising team for Inside Out. Before I left Clare talked to me about the Youth Line Awards this year, and she wants to nominate me =] It would be very nice to get to go to the event I went last year to congratulate Natalia. So I stopped at the Post Office to drop my tax return package and then came home around 1pm. I was so tired (if that's the right word) that I spent the afternoon napping on the couch. I woke up in time to call Rauf to remind him we needed to go see an apartment next to the beaches. We went there around 7pm, and although the place is interesting, it is overpriced and the landlord want it rented by May 1st. The streetcar was diverting its route around that area, so we uselessly waited for it for some time. When we decided to walk, we saw it coming from elsewhere. We hopped onto it and I left Rauf when we were passing by the No Frills on Parliament. I finally did the grocery shopping I was supposed to do last Sunday. So with everything I needed in my bags I came home and sighed. With no patience to study for my test tomorrow or to finish my assignments due this weekend, I just sat on the couch to watch another queer movie on my computer. And life goes on...

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's lost part of his muchness.