Thursday, 31 March 2011

How do you say handsome in Portuguese?

I'm pretty sure posting like this reduces my creativity... =[

Tuesday Express, Rauf and I went for a coffee afterward and his friend joined us. Wednesday I was mad because Mareks went to a concert and I didn't know if I could ask to come or not (lol). Actually I was mad because I tend to feel rejected when I suspect someone lies about knowing me or having any kind of special relationship with me... Anyway, with that sorted out came a Thursday of not much excitement. I came home and started helping Mareks sort some documents and then we went to bed.

It is really weird how things happen in my life. I don't know why many times things don't work the way I imagine (or almost predict), but sometimes things go exactly how I envision them. Variables that I can't really control receive a value of exactly what I thought that should be... Since I don't want to explicitly explain the situation, I'll just leave the hints that relate to the title of the post, hoping that I will always remember everything when I revisit this. So that should be it.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's a real dragon.

Monday, 28 March 2011

Cheat

Saturday we spent the day with the girls, like last Sunday. They came at 1pm, when Mareks was still rehearsing at the church, so I played cards with them (cheat! =]). We left around 3pm, and Mareks met us at the pool already. Beatrise quickly made friends with a Chinese girl and borrowed her goggles, lol. We stayed until 5pm, and then we went to Food Basics to buy stuff to cook. When we got home, we made veggie hamburgers and then watched some eurovision entries while voting for the best countries - guess what? Azerbaijan won =P Diana came to pick the girls up, and we chatted a little bit before they went home. Then Mareks and I were left to rest.

Sunday was laundry day and we didn't do much else. We went to Fairview Mall to buy shoes, and we ended up buying some t-shirts as well. We ate at Spring Rolls again, and then came back to finish laundry and go to bed.

Today (Monday) was a huge day for me. I was invited to this meeting with my company's new client to talk about the project I'm currently leading. I dressed up a little, choosing a business casual outfit very close to casual, but still quite business formal. Richard picked me at the office and gave me a ride. I felt a little uncomfortable in the office, and also when I got to the client, since everybody else was poorly dressed (and didn't care about it). Alex gave me a lesson about the old city of North York while we were in the waiting room, and then we were taken to the board room. I was in a place full of people twice my age and with much more experience in my field. In the few times I got to talk, I felt like a baby =/ We left the client around 2pm, and Brian gave me a ride back to the office. We were going to stop at Ginza for lunch, but it was closed, so we just went to Subway (I was starving x.x). I then sit together with my team to pass on the information I got from the meeting, and then started putting some stuff together on the wiki. When I got home, I ate and took a nap because I was exhausted. Now I hope I can sleep again at night to get ready for tomorrow.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, bunda.

Friday, 25 March 2011

Knock yourself out

I'm not creative today (as if that's big news). Wednesday after work I skipped gym because when Mareks got home from his clarinet teaching lessons, I helped him study for his English test. Thursday after work I skipped gym because I went downtown to meet Kevin, and when I got home I helped Mareks prepare for his appointment...

Friday I went to work only in the morning, and as I was preparing to leave for lunch, I was introduced to this guy who will coordinate my new project. He's a nice guy, Richard from Poland, but I wish he hadn't shown up so close to lunch time =P As a result our meeting only finished around 1pm, so I had to rush home to meet Mareks and go downtown. I ate some cookies and a slice of pizza before going to Katherine's office, but I was still hungry =[ We were there for more than one and a half hours, but we finally traced a plan to work on now. After that we ate sushi at this very nice place just beside her office. We then walked around and came back home. That's it.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's watching his mouth.

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

I need to talk to you

If Almodovar allows me, I'll use his line again and say that no hay tenido tiempo de limparme el culo. I had quite a few interesting things to report about the past three days, let me see if I remember all of them.

Sunday as I was preparing my breakfast, somebody knocked on the door. It was Sabine and Beatrise already - they were coming to go to the pool with Mareks and me later that day. We ate, watched some Pixar short movies, then left for Fairview Mall. We bought some stuff at SportCheck, and then had lunch at Spring Rolls. Around 3pm we went to the gym, and we all got in the pool since it was family hours. The kids enjoyed that so much that they wanna go back next week =P Let's see if that will happen. We left around 5pm, and after leaving Sabine and Beatrise at the bus stop, Mareks and I went to Hong Tai to buy some groceries. Then we came home and rested =]

Monday I had a long day at work, and after that I went downtown with Mareks even though I wasn't feeling very well. We tried to go to Long and McQuade, but it was already closed, so we just walked around. We almost stopped at Nova Era for a coffee, but they didn't have soy milk. We started walking again, but Mareks needed to go to the washroom. I suggested stopping at Starbucks, but once we got there we had a little misunderstanding. That's solved now, so I don't need to detail the issue. We took the streetcar, then the subway, and finally the bus to get home.

Finally on Tuesday I went downtown after work, and before going to Cob's I went to Long and McQuade solve the unfinished business. We had a great session at Express with some people from HEAT, but I couldn't stay downtown after that for a coffee, since I had to come back home to help Mareks with a presentation. We had worked on the template in the morning, so we just had to rehearse how he would present about Just for Laughs. All went well, and after that we went to bed.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, the next QA coordinator.

Saturday, 19 March 2011

Why am I outside?

Highlight of Thursday... Last week I mentioned something about creepy people at the gym. So that afternoon I stopped to think a little bit on my inner demons. I honestly didn't actively go after anything, or maybe I did, but it felt like it was simply a passive acceptance of everything. In Brazil we say that him who shuts up, consents. Somehow I feel like I did more than shut up, so that's what makes me surprised about myself. I wish I studied psychology to be able to relate this behaviour to that of my father's, but I kinda do that without studying it anyway. Now I once again face the odd lack of privacy here, since I know it's not likely that somebody else will read this, but the possibility is out there. I should deviate one day about why I keep my memories public... Maybe something interesting comes out of that. Moving on...

Highlight of Friday... I often feel left out of things because of his paranoias and fears. Many times I forced myself into places he didn't want me to be, and it doesn't always end well. Yesterday I was hoping to sit in a round table with his recently acquired acquaintances, but I was put to wait outside in the cold, not knowing for how long. I lost my patience and left, but later on accepted that everyone has their fobias, and I should give it some time until they can be dealt with. Until then, let my patience be exercised.

There's no highlight for Saturday.... We just went to Diana's place, had some tea while I managed some things, and then got my bike that was kept in her garage. Then we went to the dentist, where I got a filling done and Mareks had a cleaning. Finally we came back home and now I listen to Eurovision songs while Mareks chat with his mother until God knows when... Maybe we'll watch a movie tonight before going to bed.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's fucked up.

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

One Two Seven Three, down the Rockafella Street

Not much to log for these 3 days... Work goes as usual, Tuesday I had express, and today I went to the gym. I also went to Diana's place on Monday to have some tea and chat, and I ended up meeting Beatrise's new mentor. Tuesday after Express I went to have a coffee with Rauf, Julia, and Javi. And also today after gym I helped Diana file her tax =]

And now it's finally Eurovision time. All the songs had been announced, and I'm listening to them every day to choose my favourites. I think my list is pretty solid right now, so I added an overall ranking of Eurovision countries on the sidebar of my blog. If I ever finish my blog 2.0 project I'll make that ranking a little better.

I'm lazy to post more, so let's end it here. I'll be back soon.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's on his way to see the king on parliament.

Sunday, 13 March 2011

I will never say never.

Friday, work, no big deal. After that I went straight to the gym to get done with that sooner and avoid finding the same creepy people from the day before. I swam a bit, used the hot tub, and then stopped at Food Basics on my way back. They were having problems with their phone lines and therefore they were taking only cash, so I had to leave and go to Hong Tai instead. I bought fruits for Mareks, and then came back home. A little bit of Dexter, a little bit of Big Bang Theory, but I didn't really do anything that I wanted to (writing letters and "the book"). After chatting with Mareks on the phone I went to bed.

Saturday was totally planned and executed by Mr. Lindbergs. He came back from PMRI, and after a little nap we had breakfast together. Then we came to the computers and watched random stuff until we decided to eat. We made soup and salad, and it was delicious =] So after that we left to go to Scarborough Town Centre so we could watch... the Justin Bieber movie -.- Mareks wanted to watch it so badly that I couldn't just say no. But it wasn't terrible at all - the only awkward thing was to be the only male adults in the theatre. We walked around the mall a little bit and spent some time inside the evil Wal Mart (we didn't buy anything, though). We left when the mall was closing, and it was about time to go for a return at PMRI. Then we finally headed back home and took some time to rest.

Daylight saving time change used to be a nightmare for people who use alarm on their phones, but now Nokia seemed to finally get it right. It changes on the right day, and when you try to do anything related to time on your phone within 24h of that change, an alert is issued about that. Too bad we didn't take some time to think about PMRI's return schedule though, because we still woke up one hour before the right time due to the time change =[ Mareks left for his return draw, and I headed to the YAY office at Finch station. I was there way too early for the time I thought we were supposed to meet, and obviously I thought of a time that was also earlier than the original gathering time. Anthony and I stood in the cold until one of the staff showed up, almost together with another youth match. We drove to Mississauga, and as we got to Square One I went inside the mall with Anthony to get some cash. When we got back, everybody was ready to get inside Playdium, so we got our wristbands and playcards. I had fun at Playdium, except for the food which is unhealthy and expensive. Anthony and I spent most of the time on DDR and PIU, but we also killed some zombies and played token games. We got about 500 coupons, so Anthony could take some prizes home. The trip back was exhausting - Mississauga bus, subway, and TTC bus to let Anthony at home, and then bus, subway, and another bus for me to get here. My legs are sore from dancing, but I'm glad I played so much - I missed it =] Now let me rest, and be back here next time.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, whose shower sings "ole... ole, ole, ole"

Thursday, 10 March 2011

niaga yabe no enohp llec a yub reve t'nod

Nothing interesting to log about these past three days, so let's do something different.

When I first moved to Canada I was lucky to have some contacts through my mother's best friend. This family in the Brazilian community helped get in touch with this lady that could rent a room for me in a very convenient place. This is the beginning of my residence in Canada, at 557 Dovercourt Avenue. For some reason things were not suppose to happen the way we all had planned. The day before I landed here, my host-mom-to-be had some misunderstandings with her boss, and since she was afraid that the problem could escalate, she decided to move out of the city. Lucky her I came to cover her 60-day (or a little less than that) notice, otherwise she would have to pay her rent in full amount without living in her basement apartment. So my first week was awesome, since I had a full furnished apartment for myself and not much to do. If I were bolder, I would've made friends sooner so I could take advantage of that, but I didn't. The second week my host-mom-not-to-be got most of her furniture, and I was left with an old mattress and an old computer. The month that followed I arranged with the landlady to share that apartment with the tenant from the other basement unit, who was also moving out in one month. Those days were not the happiest, since none of us was very skilled in cleaning habits.

Then I managed to find my second residence through Craig's List. It was a furnished room not too far from there in the house of a lovely half-aboriginal family - a mom, two kids, a cat, and a dog. My life at 168 Salem Avenue was also short, but I enjoyed my days playing The Sims at my host-mom computer, and eating homemade cinnamon buns with the whole family. The area was nice, but not very convenient, since I had to depend on a very annoying bus (26 Dupont), or go south on 161 Dovercourt before taking the subway to go north again. I lived there for just "first and last" months, since things changed in my life.

So I moved closer downtown to the Annex, on 276 St George St, Apt 502. It was quite a small unit for two people, but at that point none of us were suffocated by one another. That apartment brings me many interesting memories... A party with Vasil, Ray, Rachel, Nate, and others where I played Canadian party-games for the first time; visits to Rachel apartment for some wine and laughs; dinners on a small table with delicious recipes that somehow worked out fine; the beginning of the end through Rodolfo and the not-so-legal nights at the pubs... It's a shame there's not much of it logged here, but hopefully the best will stay in the back of my mind.

And then the lack of space becomes an issue and we decide to go down to 276 St George St, Apt 106. I spent a really long time at that place, compared to all my other addresses. It wasn't big enough, but we managed to get by. The very first day started very wrong, and that snowball kept growing through the year-and-half that followed. The best moments in that place were (obviously) when I was the only tenant for a period of time (weekend, week, month, and once a whole summer). I started couch surfing using that address, with Alexandria from Australia as a first guest. Then Marc, Pancho, Junior, Ivan, and Sigrid. I had so much fun with my queerosexual friends, and we used that unit to gather before going to the Wreck Room, Church Street, and even Montreal. Those were really fun times. There was the whole issue with Noel cooking me lunch one day, but that was the tip of the iceberg since beneath that was encounters with Pancho, Thiago, and even Scott. In that washroom I took famous pictures, and also burned the lid of my brand new laptop. In that fridge I collected donations from Daily Bread, and in that oven I started to cook vegetarian meals. My last days in that apartment were filled with Mareks' presence, who is in part responsible for taking me out of that nightmare.

That takes us to a shittier place, that at least I could call my own, located at 164 Close Avenue. It was the only place at the only downtown neighbourhood that I could afford, among the options I had (and considering I have at least some standards). It was bright purple, had an everlasting smoke smell, and not everything there worked well. I was lucky to have a nice superintendent who put up an air conditioner for me when the weather became unreasonably hot. I was living in fear of catching bedbugs, and afraid my locks weren't secure enough, but luckily I didn't have to stay there for longer than "first and last". My relationship grew and conflicts took place in that unit, and Zulema and Lilian were the only friends who actually visited me there (except my mentor Kevin). I didn't have internet there, so I used the nearby library for my basic virtual needs. The first month I was working at Ontario Place, and the next I was already decently employed. I started cooking by myself and taking food with me to work, and Mareks made my life in that place feel even good, whereas without him it would be completely pizdec.

And finally I got out of there to come to a much more pleasant place. My unit at 206 Fairglen Avenue is the best I ever had in Canada, and my only complaint is that my landlord bugs me too much about strict rules that he makes about noise and other stuff. Mareks is here with me, and this time there's enough space for two people to live without getting on each other's way. I started having my own furniture here, so I could get rid of everything that was stuck on me from the past. Now I'm building my memories here, but I can already see myself moving out soon to a better place without a rigid landlord living upstairs. This concludes my living summary in my new country - perhaps one day I'll make one about my homes in Brazil. Take care.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's singing Vegan Dessert

Monday, 7 March 2011

He who bathes himself in blood, washes himself in tears.

And then it becomes a pattern. It's not too bad, but I have to watch out otherwise one day there's no return. This weekend the weather was terrible! Starting with Saturday and some heavy rain, right when I had to dress nice to go downtown for Zulema's wedding. Mareks and I met David at Finch station (and accidentally we met Julia too =x), then we bought flowers and took the subway. We ended up arriving at City Hall before the brides, so we walked around looking for the chapels. Zu and Lilian arrived just before we found our way, so we all went together. We were joined by Elly and his husband, as well as Lilian's host parents. The ceremony was sweet, but I definitely want something different for my wedding - preferably not in Toronto if that visit to City Hall is mandatory. After the wedding we went to grab a bite at Java House, but we were served by this terrible waitress who apparently was having the worst day in her menstrual cycle. At least we managed to eat something and leave without too much of a fight because of tipping practices. We all took the streetcar, but Zulema and Lilian got off at Spadina to go shop for something. David stayed with Mareks and me all the way to Finch station, and there we parted and left. Once back home, we did some stuff on the internet until it was time to go to PMRI. We then went and came back, ate dinner and went to bed.

Sunday I would go skiing if my name hadn't been taken out of the list from SOY =[ Mareks and I started doing laundry, and around noon I ate lunch and went to the gym (finally). I swam and used the spa, and as I was walking back I noticed text messages on my phone from the day before - after all I could've gone to the skiing trip if I wanted. Anyway I met Mareks at Food Basics and we bought a lot of heavy groceries that we don't get to buy often. We had to take a cab home because of that, but the ride was only $8. I wanted to go to the MCC that evening, but Mareks had to help his mother file this Latvian census. He finished when it was too late to leave, so we just stayed home and watched Les Invasions Barbares. I love that movie, but Mareks didn't think much of it =/ After the movie we were making the bed when I made a joke that Mareks did not appreciate. He got very mad and it took him almost a full day to stop hating me for that... Sometimes I wish I could just know when exactly I'm touching something sensitive.

This Monday I went to work and helped Mike get the TouchTunes people into the IRAP project. Then I had to leave during lunch to get Mareks at home and go to Seneca at York for an event. Back in 2009 I got into this so-called President Honour's List, but only now they are giving me the certificate for it. I didn't have enough time to eat, so by the time I got to York University and ordered my stir-fry noodles it was time to go. We met Minoo at Seneca, but she couldn't go in with us. She took care of our lunches while we were inside, and as I walked in I realized there were refreshments. I was expecting to see Mary-Margaret Walton there with this Brazilian student of hers that wants to meet me, but she was probably sick or something and couldn't go. The only professors there that I had classes with were Ian Tipson (lol) and Mark Petri (Hudson-style). I got my certificate with a little ceremony, and then went after Minoo. I didn't have appetite for the noodles anymore, so I ended up throwing them away. I stopped by at the bookstore to ask about my T4 since I was there, and I'm glad I did because they had to change my address on file before mailing it out to me. Mareks, Minoo, and I then took the TTC downtown, and then Minoo went to Chinatown while Mareks and I went to Long & McQuade around Ossington station. We bought some tools to repair Peter's clarinet that is with Mareks, and then we walked around. We stopped at the Second Cup next to Access Alliance and had some chatty time. Then we took the TTC all the way back home to finish the day.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who doesn't know what to say.

Friday, 4 March 2011

Because you had a bad day.

So just to migrate back smoothly to my general routine for this year, I waited one extra day. Actually, that's a lie, but I wanna pretend it's true so it conveniently fits the circumstances. Wednesday I went to work, ate a sub for lunch, and came back home a bit early. After sorting out some things with Mareks (which took a while), we finally left for Fairview Mall to buy some clothes. We spent a lot of money, but at least we got a nice set for each of us to wear on Saturday. I wanted to go to gym, but I had to come home to pass some information for Diana... Mareks and I tried our new clothes on, and then we went to sleep.

Thursday was a terrible day -.- Somehow this bad magnetic field influence transformed everything in tragedy. I didn't have bread in the morning because I didn't go downtown on Tuesday, and I didn't have margarine because I didn't buy it last time I went to Food Basics. I ate some croissants I had baked the day before, and still managed to be late for work. I was hoping I would go down to Toronto Hydro with my team to help Gary (!) with some one-day testing, but my manager completely removed me from this visit without telling me why. I tried to work on the research, but my tool for importing and exporting QC data wasn't working (licensing issues). Then I wanted to generate some documents and my Office was not letting me. I remembered I had to fax something to PMRI, so I tried to get the document I needed from Manulife, but once I tried to pay the fees, my credit card was refused. Finally I went home for lunch time and Mareks was here to cook for me, but I had no sauce for my pasta. I went to Food Basics to buy it, and the line for the cashier was enormous (plus the people in front of me were being extra slow). I ran to try to catch the bus that would come soon, but not only the bus was early, it also ran a red light that would allow me to cross the street. I walked home, got here 45min into my lunch hour, and at least had a delicious penne with vegetable pesto sauce. Back to work already late, I missed another bus. I came back home to wait another 10min, and in the meantime I solved something for Diana with her hydro bill. Then I went back to work and kept getting stuck with every single task I tried to get done. I was back home at around 5pm, and I could only enjoy Marekoso's presence for about one hour, then he had to leave for PMRI. I fell asleep on the couch while thinking about my life, and 2h later I simply went to bed without doing anything that I wanted to do that day. Sucks, eh?

Friday was a bit better. I still didn't have bread, so I went to a coffee place nearby to have breakfast. I ate a veggie omelette and drank decaf coffee, then left to go to work. I was briefed in on Thursday's venture to Toronto Hydro, and apparently I didn't miss much (only Gary). My bosses were happy that day because many new clients were coming in at different stages of negotiating contracts. Most of my team for the research was taken away, so I'll have to work with whoever is left. Seven of us decided to go to Maison du Japon for sushi during lunch, so I got a ride there on Harvey's car. I couldn't eat as much as I did last time, but it was still worth it. We went back to the office about 2.5h after having left, and we didn't have much work to do till the end of the day. Brian left without buying a software license I needed to keep working, so I just spent the rest of the day playing picture trivia online. Once home I surfed the net a bit, then went to Fairview Mall again to buy two pieces of clothes that I didn't buy on Wednesday with Mareks. On my way back I stopped at Hong Tai to buy bread and fruits, and again I skipped gym for whatever reason. Tomorrow is a really big day for Zulema, so I'm looking forward for that. And that ends my post.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who's starring on the research.

Tuesday, 1 March 2011

Rococo

Then it happened. I missed a post =P Let's recapitulate - Saturday I started my day surfing the net until it was time to watch some Eurovision national selections. I watched a little bit of the Ukrainian selection, but I was really waiting to watch the Latvian finals =] I liked some of the performances, but this band called Pieneņu Vīns was really good and I can't stop singing their song. We had to leave before the end otherwise we would be late for our afternoon stuff. We went to Aoyama Sushi to eat a little bit, and then I went downtown while Mareks went for a return at PMRI. It took me quite a while to get to College station, and to top it off the subway was not working south of Bloor. I had to take this shuttle bus, and surprisingly enough, it was snowing inside of it. I finally made it to the movie theatre, where David, Pedro, and Zu were waiting for me. We were late for many movies, but we could watch The Kids are All Right in time. It was my second time, but I like this movie enough to watch it again. After the movie we went to Frans to eat some dessert, and I finally satisfied my craving for a banana split! We stayed there chatting until it was pretty late, since it was our last opportunity to hang out with Pedro in Canada =[ I took the subway to Finch with David, and then I took the bus to finish my way home.

On Sunday I went to Fairview Mall with Mareks to buy something for Diana, then we came home to eat some steamed vegetables, and after getting ready we left to go to her house. We congratulated her for her birthday, and then we all left to Oishi Sushi to grab a bite to eat. I couldn't stay for too long, because I had to meet Minoo at 7:30pm for the Oscars. I was surprised at how precise to the minute Google Maps was when I planned my route. I met my dear friend at Eglinton station, and then we walked around to look for a pub playing the awards. We found one, and we managed to watch a good part of it despite of the surrounding noise, but around 10pm they muted the tv for some live show -.- Minoo and I left, and we decided to go back to her place to watch the end. Her apartment is lovely, and her view is fantastic. We watched the rest of the Oscars via live stream, which was a little laggy, but it was enough for us to have a good time. When the show was over I took the TTC back home and then went to sleep.

On Monday I went to work, had a meeting with the team who's doing the research, and had lunch at the congee place with Mike, Brian, and Johnny. At 5pm I got a ride with Kaizer, and then hopped on the subway all the way to Keele. I walked down on Indian Grove appreciating the neighbourhood, and finally got to Peter's house. Peter is a nice chiropractor that I met when I went to Mareks' church to watch him play. He's very smart, and he promised Mareks to let him take a look at his father's clarinets (and maybe lend him one). Mareks was already there checking the instruments, so I joined them in trying each of them and even playing the piano a little bit. We left when it was already dark, and we took the streetcar to Dundas Square. We were hungry, so we stopped at Spring Rolls to eat dinner before coming back home.

Today was an unusual Tuesday. I went to work and continued my projects normally, and even got Alex to help me start the process to get an LMO for our company so I can extend my work permit. I bought a sub for lunch, and ate it while joining the Anime Club formed by my east asian colleagues. I gave up on going to Express, so I came home and ate dinner. I entered some tax information on my tax return file, and solved some problems for Mareks and his relatives. Now there's not enough time to go to gym, but I'll probably go buy some groceries at least. Finito.

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who'll go downtown to watch the modern kids.