Do you need me?

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Not a movie this time, but a series instead. Skins is totally absurd, and it features some things that I totally disapprove, but I still enjoy watching it sometimes. When I don't have the energy to watch something that makes me think, I just turn dumb and watch a few episodes of their new season.

So I didn't do much on Sunday before the evening. I was just home wasting my time on the computer instead of working on the many projects I have to do for school... When it was finally 6pm, I went for meditation, and this time it was Patrick to come with me. I finally got to finish my talk over text messages with Oli and we decided to meet at Bay station around 8pm. I found him at a Mexican place around there, and soon Rauf called to join us. We updated ourselves in our current lives, and we moved from Burrito Loco to Second Cup as I felt like drinking something sweet. I had a latte that I shouldn't have had because it messed up my sleep that night =[ At least I had a great time talking with the boys and planning our future together.

On Monday I went to school and when I came home I found some letters on the mailbox. The first one was an envelope from Brazil, and it was the birthday present that Suka had promised to send ages ago. She wrote such a cute letter, and full of positive energy. I was already happier when I finished reading it, but that was only the beginning of the good surprises. The second letter was a pay cheque from METRAC higher than ever before. I had forgotten I did so many workshops in such a short period of time =P That amount relieved me for at least two more weeks. And then finally I opened a letter from Seneca thinking it was the thousandth reminder that I have to pay for the summer semestre, but it was actually a notice. It said I won the student life achievement scholarship, and that I will receive it in a ceremony a couple weeks from now. I don't know how much it is yet, but it should be at least $300 =] Having had such a blast, I decided to write back to Suka right away, so I started drafting a letter to her. I couldn't finish writing it before I had to go get some food, so I had to give it a pause. I wanted to see Aamer for some time already, and on Monday he finally answered my text inviting me to join an event at UofT. I met him there, and we walked to Yonge and Wood after that. We were having our hot chocolates when we saw Rauf outside, and he came in to join us. We enjoyed our time talking, and then we parted and left. I finished Suka's letter when I got home, and I put it in the mail first thing in the morning.

Tuesday wasn't very special. I went to Express for a workshop on filing taxes that wasn't very helpful, and then a few of us went to Second Cup later (my third time in three days). On Sunday I decided that I will look into a 3-bedroom apartment for me, Rauf, and Oli. Tuesday I was thinking how great it would be if we got an apartment on the same building that Natalia, Zulema, and Lindsay get one. Let's see how this goes... I definitely need to know what will be my employment situation in the summer =/ Damn these people who don't call me back.

Wednesday was a good day. I went to Finch and Dufferin after school, and then I came home to drop my backpack here and grab a snack. Then I walked all the way to harbourfront, since the day was beautiful, and I spent some time there eating strawberries and looking at the lake. I talked to a guy from the Wind store and I am almost deciding to switch; I just need to know if I will have enough money to do so. Around 5pm I walked up Spadina Ave to go eat something at Kensington Market. I decided to go to Bhuda's Vegetarian again, and I had another wonderful meal at that place. I walked east again after that, and ended up at City Hall watching the city as its lights were being turned on. When I finally came home I was very happy for the day that helped me get rid of all my stress.

Yesterday I didn't have much to do besides go to my two classes, so I thought it would be a good idea to join York's celebration of Noruz with Minoo. It turned out to be not a wise thing to do, even though Minoo was a great company. I guess it's hard for me to explain why without breaking the rules that have been binding my posts for the last month or so. All I can say is that maybe I am trying too hard to be nice to someone that I don't really know if he needs me. At least I am not totally blind, so I know that I will not do anything that hurts me to keep the music going. I just wonder how much longer my unconditional niceness will last.

This Friday I have a birthday party to go. I hope it will be fun; I might edit this post later, or talk about it in the next one. Until then, passar bem. =]

SeeYa,
Feliploko, who has a new haircut.